When I've got gossip, you're all ears

But when I need you, you're gone like that

When I'm upset, it doesn't stop you

When I cry, you roll your eyes

When I try and give you signals

You scream, 'Get out of my way'

When I say, 'I need a shoulder'

You just turn away

When I walk off, you make fun of it

I expect you to come after me

and see if I'm okay

You make me feel like you don't want me

But Daddy always said...

Don't expect them to react your way

Put that smile back up where it looks best

And save those pearls for this isn't worth 'em

I told you, baby, I have enough love

To make up for them all. :)

Get out of me :S

There's this voice that follows me everywhere and keeps talking to me like some kind of an irritating woman who doesn't have it in her nature to stay quiet.
When I'm talking to someone new, it keeps defining them even before I know them completely. And then it tells me I'm being a bad person and that I shouldn't judge. When I'm being responsible, it tells me I should go have fun. And when I succumb to it, it nags me to get back to work. And then when I'm writing an exam, it JUST doesn't stop trying to calculate how many questions I might get right. And then it worries all about how whenever I expect a particular kind of result, the opposite happens. Then it tries to convince me to believe that the opposite of what I want will happen, so that what I want is what actually will happen. (And what it turns out to be, in the end, is always completely different, anyway :|)
And now it's telling me that posting this isn't really such a great idea.

Oh, shut up.