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Thursday, October 20, 2022

Life -- is it fair?

Not to complain that mine isn't blessed, but is it fair to have life imposed on us from before we are born? Is it fair that this choice of seventy or eighty years (if I'm optimistic) is made for us? With modern medicine, it's much longer than that. 
The planet does not benefit from our procreation. Continuing the lineage of this overly evolved species isn't a favour to anyone else. And don't even get me started on attempts at continuation of one's own family name (dynasty?!) or efforts to increase numbers of a particular religion/group. Boy, am I glad that I don't carry the weight of that. 
Where's the question of the importance of something so frivolous, when I'm questioning the importance of mankind's existence in the first place? Am I the only one who sees the futility of these efforts? Yes, each activity is an effort-- having to deal with heart break, rejection, sickness, handicap, loss, giving exams, securing a university education, and even banal things like climbing a flight of stairs, sometimes, just getting out of bed; each of these things is painful at the least. Sometimes it feels like the pain might just kill me-- oh, but only if it were so easy.
Why would I want to recreate this for someone I'm supposed to love and nurture? 
The best way to nurture that entity is to make sure I never bring it to this endless pain which we call life and constantly assert that it's something for which to be grateful. 
Birth is a choice, the choice of the one giving birth. And I reserve the right to choose. I only wish that I could convince others of the same.