So often, all you need is a little change in perspective to fix your life. But that little shift to fall into the groove is the hardest, because it isn't something you can give yourself; it has to happen to you.
Maybe you don't really need to achieve; maybe all you need to do is give your best, and the rest isn't your responsibility. Even if your best isn't enough, you'll be okay, because you'll know you're not to blame. Try until time's up. Try, try to become everything you hate for something that you love, because that's when you've finally proved how much you deserve it. That's the point where it's given to you.
Of course, that might not be true for everyone; everyone has their own capacity. But for myself, I'm going to set the sky as the limit. I've always been my own enemy, and I've always been afraid of failing. That's what's held me back.
Time to break loose. Time to dream big. Time to try harder. Time to stop waiting for things to fall into place; time to step forward and take what I want. Time to grow up.