????

That should be the title of my life. That's what it comes down to, at the end, every single time - "????" There're so many options and each part of my head tells me to pick a different one. It's something like the traditional Tom and Jerry situation where my inner "devil" pulls you to one side and my inner "angel" tugs me towards the other, except it's more like a million personalities and a million different directions, and there's no particular angel or devil, because that would just make it too easy for me. Nevertheless, any side I pick will lead me to a completely different situation and I might end up regretting it. The worst part? I can never ask what would have happened.  
So I'm just going to stand in the center, saying to myself, "????"